DEFEATING THE BULLY FROM WITHIN

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My story would depress even the strongest optimist.

My story is one of dark sorrow and empty sadness that is hollow.

Poisonous thoughts are what cause pain and depression.

Why does a person continue to choose to drink the glass of poison when a glass of love is just as easy to grab hold of?

I am emerging from the ashes of a troubled past.  Some say it is a miracle while others say,    “It is about time”.

How long must I want to see myself with love?

Depressing thoughts overwhelm me when I am on top of my game.

Feelings of helplessness are my crutches.  Pain is the ringing in my ears.

Each day is an obstacle course I must learn to navigate.

Fear of failure is my mountain to scale.

Promises of a new day keep me hopeful.

Battling with your negative mind is like warring with someone who knows all your weaknesses and shows no mercy.

The Bully that lies within your head is your worst enemy.

“I am nothing”, “I am hopeless”, “I am worthless”, are the bullets I continue to take.

Will I survive such brutality?

Will I be free of the Bully that lives inside of me?

Pray I am free and pray for all to be freed.

Love will always prevail if we choose it over hate.  This choice starts from within.

Good day my fellow warriors.  I am fighting until all negative thoughts perish.

Are you with me?

Love will prevail.  (1 Cor. 13:4-8A)

Love,

Isaac

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7 thoughts on “DEFEATING THE BULLY FROM WITHIN”

  1. Isaac you have touched my heart deeply. Your insight is amazing. I’m so sorry you have to deal with this pain. I think more people are fighting this bully than we know. My family knows the heartache that comes when we stop fighting and give in. Please keep fighting until Jehovah eliminates this enemy. I love you and look forward to the day when you can see yourself the way all who love you do.

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  2. Isaac, One of your best qualities is Honesty. I appreciate how you are able to bring out your innermost feelings. We could all learn from your example. Expressing how we really feel inside is actually a big part of our healing. I am , as always, so proud of you & yes, soon, A NEW DAY FOR ALL OF US. So never give up. I am with you! You bring out the best in me !

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  3. I’m always amazed and impressed with your blog not only is it thought provoking but so true of almost everyone. It’s very poetic. Nice pictures of you. Thank you and can’t wait for your next one😊Kathy

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  4. Hello Isaac, I have watched your latest blog and am always happy to hear your innermost thoughts … your ability to express them the way you do helps us all to think in more positive ways ..may Jehovah continue to bless you and your beautiful family.. your bro, Don P.

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