I’m writing out of excitement for Stacia my Behavioral Therapist and pal whom I have worked with for over two years. She is moving back to Sacramento to assist her family and I am so proud of her for her decision to do so. She has made this years program comfortable with her kind and patient demeanor. Together we have battled our way through tying shoes (I am a master now), household chores, running, and biking over our entire neighborhood. She seemed to be the only one not afraid to go with me. I know I don’t look like I know where I am going, but I assure you, I see more than you think. Having such a positive support team is essential in healing our sensitive bodies. I am not sorry she is leaving , just that she won’t be here every week. I have found meaningful gifts like her are rare. I see her a success at whatever she pursues. Will I see her again? Of course, but will she see me? I just may be a different person the next time she sees me. Healing is changing me. Love is the only way to reach me, so the more I feel loved the more I want to reach out to the world. Healing is just another word for moving on. My world is not enough anymore, I am ready to move onto the next step. Stay tuned life is just getting started for me.
I want to thank everyone for their kind words. Remembering we are loved is personally challenging for me. So thank you all. I hope and pray to live a life of meaning, so knowing you enjoy my words is extremely special.
How do I do this, you may wonder? As many of you know, I used a facilitated communication board to spell words I wanted to communicate for many years. After over two years of gruelling efforts I can now touch type on my laptop keyboard. It is hard but getting faster and more accurate every day. You are helping me understand the importance of sharing my thoughts. Just kind words can shift a person’s mental outlook to a place of value, meaning, and understanding. So please open your day with kind words to others as well as to yourselves. I pray that this will move us all to see everyone as gifts to one another. I am confident I received a bounty of gifts from your kind words you so generously expressed in your comments.
Barris is my new pal. I so much want to share my journey of getting my new service dog, Barris. Just two short weeks ago, heaven shined down on my life and blessed me with my new pal. Barris is helping me against all odds by opening my eyes to loyal friendship. I enjoy having my partner to explore the world with. Walking by his side brings me peace instead of anxiety. I find dogs just have a great openness about them, hugs and pets are all they need . I hope I can create a life of joy and happiness for Barris. I am calm with him in public places and find I don’t have to worry like before. Where do I go? What do I do? He will tell me, so I don’t need to worry. He is the best health aid I could acquire. I hope you meet me on my next blog….